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I Love College?

Fri Sep 18, 2009, 7:29 AM
  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: Jeff Buckley - Hallelujah
  • Reading: Breaking Dawn - Stephanie Meyer
  • Watching: Gossip Girl Season 2
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts II
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Gatorade
Ugh.

I HATE my brother's morning class. He decided to take karate at 7AM at the morning for whatever reason and with these paper-thin walls I have to hear him bang around and get pissy at my mom all the time. He doesn't even usually make it to class anyway. XD

Well, big changes, most of them that hurt, others which have made my life better. I'm a permanent Idaho resident until I come up with the money to get the hell out of here and move back to Seattle. I'm in love with that city, I left my heart there.:heart: And the people I can call true friends as well; I was looking back on old journal memories as I lay awake and realized the growth that has happened. Interesting time-capsule to say the least.

My friends Jacklyn and Nathan are gonna come up this weekend probably, thank God; I miss them terribly. I'll have to work a buttload but I guess they don't mind too much, we'll have fun at night.:D I will be flying home to see them next month 'cuz she's having wrist surgery and I'll be taking care of her.:) Then it's mega-saving so I can do the French class trip to Paris over spring break, and also the college dancers' trip to Utah (if we fundraise enough). Phew.

And in between all of that is college. I didn't do well last semester...but I'm not going to let it slow me up from graduating this spring. I honestly can't tell you what's going to happen after that, I'm pretty lost career-wise (and what school to get my B.A. from now, for that matter).=\ As long as I'm staying busy, it's not so bad, I suppose.

I feel somewhat betrayed living out here though. My former sweetheart up and decided he was never ready for a relationship, and didn't want to put a rift up between his parents by being with me (who hate my guts when all I've been is kind to them). He's very confused and going to a different college, and thinks I'm going to sit on my ass three years and wait for him with no hanging out in between. I hope he finds what he's looking for...and that the bitterness will fade. My friend Nathan is convinced he's totally head over heels for me, and hasn't been denying it to anyone who asks. I feel pretty confused right now because I don't want to lead him on, but I don't want to lose his friendship either. I don't need a rebound relationship for any reason, especially for someone who I'd never want to hurt...I hope he finds his true angel.

And my brother jacked my tablet, so no art for awhile. I've got a life to live, and it's going to be beyond these walls. If any of you have an interest in dirt-cheap work commissions though, please let me know, I need all the money I can get for the Paris trip! :)

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Works in progress:

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+Titanid
Status: Finished all CGs, waiting for programmer's response

JUNK manga project:
+Sugar Angel Kashi (fluffy shoujo story =^.^=)
Status: Prologe written, 1 page in production

MAIN manga projects:
+Without the World
Status: Chapter 1 written, 2 pages finished
+Bella Superi
Status: (*never gets around to it* TT_TT)

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EEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

Wed Feb 18, 2009, 10:57 PM
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat - Lucky
  • Reading: Roverandom by J,R,R Tolkien
  • Watching: Godfather II
  • Playing: THE PS2 I BROUGHT HOME!!
  • Eating: Chocolates...mmmmmmmmm....
  • Drinking: Notta
MY BEST FRIEND IS GETTING MARRIED!!!!!

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Kiriban #5 for 8000 views: :iconkaychan:
Kiriban #6 for 16000 views: []
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Works in progress:

REN'AI game project:
+Titanid
Status: Finished all CGs, waiting for programmer's response

JUNK manga project:
+Sugar Angel Kashi (fluffy shoujo story =^.^=)
Status: Prologe written, 1 page in production

MAIN manga projects:
+Without the World
Status: Chapter 1 written, 2 pages finished
+Bella Superi
Status: (*never gets around to it* TT_TT)

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New Year Goals: Can I Do It?

Sat Jan 3, 2009, 1:23 PM
  • Mood: Humor
  • Listening to: Piano music from a Ren'Ai game
  • Reading: The Hobbit
  • Watching: Marley and Me
  • Playing: THE PS2 I BROUGHT HOME!!
  • Eating: Sandwich, the PB&J kind.
  • Drinking: Water
So here we go, 2009. 2008 was great in a lot of ways for me, though it dragged on after August to be honest. But anyway, here's what I'm going to work on THIS year:

(1) Be more outgoing. I'm really quiet naturally, but I get the feeling I give people the impression that I'm unapproachable.:| Which sucks when you're in a new college. Therefore, I'm going to keep myself EXTREMELY involved in class, college clubs, jobs, my church, etcetera. Surrounding myself with people = me being more comfortable being myself.:D

(2) Get in the best shape ever, seriously. I'm not overweight by any means, I'm pretty athletic actually. But I feel like I could be doing a much better job in that category for someone my age. Plus I want to look amazing at my old college reunion~!

(3) Get my A.A. degree in advance. I have the opportunity to graduate in December if I keep pulling 19-credit semesters like I was in fall. This way, I can get out of community college and get going with my dream of a big university.

(4) Be more cautious with my money. I want to make three different plane trips this year (Kansas, San Francisco, and Boston), and also come back to Seattle in April for Sakura-Con (by train). I haven't been good handling cash the past year and a half (more like saving it)...

(5) Be the adventurous person that I am. XD I've held myself back alot mostly because I don't know anyone willing to be adventurous with me, but I've figured out now that it's up to me to experience life to the fullest.

...the first two goals have pretty much been on my agenda for a loooong time, and only now am I going to act on them seriously. w007

First things first: do something crazy to my hair on Monday!! XD And finish all those requests on RRN...o_O;; Ouch.

Tell me your resolutions if you have any. Enjoy what's left of break and BE PRODUCTIVE!! :P

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Kiriban #4 for 4000 views: :iconppgrainbow: (and I WILL get this done, I'm so sorry!!!)
Kiriban #5 for 8000 views: :iconkaychan:
Kiriban #6 for 16000 views: []
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Works in progress:

REN'AI game project:
+Titanid
Status: Finished all CGs, waiting for programmer's response

JUNK manga project:
+Sugar Angel Kashi (fluffy shoujo story =^.^=)
Status: Prologe written, 1 page in production

MAIN manga projects:
+Without the World
Status: Chapter 1 written, 2 pages finished
+Bella Superi
Status: (*never gets around to it* TT_TT)

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Let it Snow! (Christmas Questioneer)

Wed Dec 3, 2008, 11:57 PM
  • Mood: Seasonal
  • Listening to: Trans-Siberian Orchestra - Christmas Canon
  • Reading: Parts of Twilight...^^
  • Watching: Ella Enchanted
  • Playing: THE PS2 I BROUGHT HOME!!
  • Eating: 5 Cheese Macaroni
  • Drinking: Water
1. Getting kissed under the mistletoe or in the snow?
--Um, neither one has happened to me, but I can see the benefits in both.:D

2. Santa or Rudolph?
--KRIS KRINGLLLLEE~

3. Stocking or presents?:
--Stocking? Why? Usually there's more exciting stuff in there, plus you can be creative :3 Although I'd never buy a Gears of War stocking...*stiff confused about seeing that* o_O;;

4. Egg nog or hot cider?:
--'Nog...I had a half-gallon of it when I came home for Thanksgiving, hooked!!

5. Angel or Star?:
--We usually put an angel on a tree because it's been passed down to us, but I'm putting a star on my tree this time ^_^

6. Decorating the tree or putting lights on the outside?:
--I'd like to TRY putting lights on the house, but it'd be a lot of trouble by myself XP

7. Warm fires or sleigh rides?
--Sleigh rides sound awesome!

8. Expensive presents or presents that come from the heart?:
--That come from the heart...especially handmade. :heart: Those are the presents that ALWAYS stay with you

9. Snow ball fight or snowman?:
--Fightsssssssssssss

10. Will you be getting coal or presents?
--Presents please? *blink*

11. Giving or Receiving presents?:
--Giving is better. :) Shopping for people is fun!

12. Open presents quick or slow?:
--Depends on the wrapping

13. Caroling or Christmas stories?
--Caroling

14. Snowy days or icy days?:
--POWDAAAAAH DAYS

15. Red or Green?
--Both?

16. Nightmare before Christmas or The Santa Clause?:
--Santa Clause!

21. Fake tree or Real tree?:
--Real, although we always get our tree late so we can leave it up for the Twelve Days of Christmas, so we usually get a crappy one XD;;;

22. Prime Rib or Ham?:
-- Ham :p

23. Red and White Candy Canes or Colorful Candy Canes?:
--Red and white...the classic

24. Get up early or sleep in late?
--Both, hahaha...I sing for midnight Mass on Christmas Eve, so I usually don't bother going to bed and stay up until everyone goes home after Christmas dinner...o_o

25. Old Christmas Movies or New ones?:
--Definitely the old

26. The Santa Claus 1 or The Santa Claus 2?
--First one<33

27. The Grinch movie or Elf movie?:
--Haven't seen all of the Grinch yet...

28. Scrooge or Tiny Tim?:
--Tiny Tim...WTF, my boyfriend said I sounded like him because I was sick AND I'M A GIRL!!! >___>

29. Ornaments or a Wreath?:
--Wreath

30. Christmas Eve or Christmas day?:
--Christmas Eve is the BEST!!

1. Does your family send out Christmas cards?:
--Not yet :P

2. How soon do you start shopping?:
--I guess I'll start...now? :lmao:

3. Who do you shop for?:
--Everyone I know ^^

4. Do you put up a Christmas tree?:
--Yeppers

5. If so, is it fake or real?:
--Real...though fake for me if I get one...

Decorations:

6. Do you like tinsel?:
--Love it! But, we never used it because it was dangerous for our dogs...

7. Do you use homemade or storebought ornaments?:
--Both, hahaha, it looked HORRIBLE. Glad we do one or the other now

8. Do you put Christmas lights outside your house?:
--No outlet :(

9. Do you put lights on the tree?:
--Yep!

10. How about popcorn and cranberries?:
--Nope, dogs again...

11. Is there a wreath hanging on your door?
--There will be this Friday!

Christmas Eve:

12. Do you celebrate it?:
--Yeah

13. Do you hang up your stocking(s)?:
--Yep, the same ones we've had since we were born, awesome :3

14. Does your family read "Twas the night before Christmas?":
--Not anymore XD

Favorite:

15. Christmas Movie?:
--A Christmas Story

16. Character from any Christmas Movie:
--Kris Kringle from Miracle on 34th Street

17. Christmas Song:
--Sooo many favorites...We Wish You a Merry Christmas, Christmas in the Northwest, O Holy Night, Let It Snow, What Child Is This, All I Want For Christmas Is You (by Vince Vance, NOT Mariah Carey...hate that song -_-;; ), O Magnum Mysterium, Christmas Canon, The Twelve Days of Christmas, O Come Emmanuel, Noel Nouvelet (Sing We Now Of Christmas in French), and the whole Nutcracker Suite :D

18. Christmas Memory:
--Probably when my uncle got me and my brother the GameCube when it first came out, we were SO not expecting it!

This or That:

19. Give or Receive?:
--Give

20. Eggnog or Cider?
--Eggnog

21. Red or Green?:
--WTF is this repeating? >_>;

22. Ham or Turkey?:
--HAAAAM

23. Star or Angel?:
--ANGEEEEEEEEEL

24. White Lights or Colored Lights?
--W00t...white icicle lights!

25. Blinking Lights or Still Lights:
--Blinking can be an eyesore after a while (no pun intended there! XD)

26. Were you Naughty or Nice this year?:
--More nice...IM SERIOS :x

Presents:

27. What do you want for Christmas this year?:
Places to go and things to do...and the Calvin and Hobbes Collection!

28. When do you open your gifts?:
Christmas morning

29. What's the best gift you've ever gotten?:
My Cobalt Flux metal DDR pad ^_____^

30. What's the worst gift you've ever gotten?:
--It's not bad, but...my mom keeps buying me clothes that SHE could wear, but not me; I've told her she should just give me a gift card , but she doesn't get it. I always have to give them away :no:

31. Who gives you the most gifts?:
--Mes parents~

32. Have you ever had a secret Santa?:
--We did at my old college, but the order got so messed up I didn't get anything ;_;

33. Do you like wrapping gifts?:
--Nah, I suck~ Yaaaaaaay

Random:

34. Do you put change in those red buckets?
--When I see them, but I haven't seen any yet

35. Do you burn a yule log?:
--Um...we have a woodstove...?

36. Can you name all the reindeer?:
--Dasher and Dancer and Prancer and Vixen...Comet and Cupid and Donner and Blitzen. AND RUDOLF!!

37. Do you bake cookies?:
--Oui~

38. Have you ever seen your mommy kissing Santa Clause?:
--LOLBBQSAUCE, no

39. Have you ever gotten a kiss under the mistletoe?:
--Not yet <3

40. Do you go caroling?:
--Not anymore, I would love to though :(

41. Do you drive around and look at the Christmas lights?:
--Yeah!

42. Have you ever left Santa cookies?:
--Yep, though he hasn't gotten any for a few years now, he needs to lose some weight ^o^

43. Have you ever sat on Santa's lap?:
--For a loooong time...OMG my mom told me the first time I saw Santa I freaked out and hid behind her ^^;

44. Who do you celebrate Christmas with?
--The fam

45. Where do you celebrate Christmas?:
--Our house

46. Have you ever had a white Christmas?:
--Just a brief dusting

47. What part of Christmas do you look most forward to?:
--The music and the giving

48. Have you ever had your picture taken with Santa?:
--Plenty!

49. Does your family always take pictures at Christmas?
--Not too much, we usually forget

50. Have you ever heard the song "Thank God For The Kids"?:
--Yeah...didn't really like it too much =P

TAGGING ANYONE WHO READS THIS GO!!



I can't wait for this dang semester to be over.

I haven't done that badly, but I know I SERIOUSLY slacked off this go-around. And I don't have much of an excuse besides not having an active social life to keep laziness away. >_> That was tough. But hey, still adjusting to this place, so it can only get better from here! If I can keep my math grade where it is (78) for two more weeks, I'll be able to get a job (if my dad says yes, anyways...)! I honestly think working will help me kick-start my productivity in school; going home and sitting here until bedtime isn't gonna help, that's for sure.

So yeah. Two weeks to go and then I'm off for a month.:dance: I know all these stupid journals are just promises that I will be drawing actively again soon, but it's true! I haven't drawn anime in sooooo long...*sob* All I've been doing are 1-hour drawings and that's it. But I have gotten active in the Ren'Ai community again, so maybe soon I'll have an excuse to whip up some masterpieces.:nod:

Almost to 10,000 hits. o_o I feel sooo unworthy, because most of those hits are because I browse here alot, but don't contribute. I hope to change that in the future. But thanks so much for stopping by!:thanks:

Take care til next time!

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Kiriban #3 for 2000 views = :iconjfmuni: again XD
Kiriban #4 for 4000 views: :iconppgrainbow: (and I WILL get this done, I'm so sorry!!!)
Kiriban #5 for 8000 views: :iconkaychan:
Kiriban #6 for 16000 views: []
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Works in progress:

REN'AI game project:
+Titanid
Status: Finished all CGs, waiting for programmer's response

JUNK manga project:
+Sugar Angel Kashi (fluffy shoujo story =^.^=)
Status: Prologe written, 1 page in production

MAIN manga projects:
+Without the World
Status: Chapter 1 written, 2 pages finished
+Bella Superi
Status: (*never gets around to it* TT_TT)

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I saw a musical tonight...

Wed Oct 22, 2008, 11:04 PM
  • Mood: Amazed
  • Listening to: The Phantom of the Opera~
  • Reading: The Phantom of the Opera...program.:D
  • Watching: The Phantom of the Opera
  • Playing: The Phantom of the Opera?
  • Eating: ...um, whatever the Phantom likes. XD
  • Drinking: Wine? Because the Phantom drinks it! Yeah!
PHANTOMPHANTOMPHANTOM!!!!!

I LOVED THE MOVIE AND I LOVED THE PLAY!!!

I have to admit, though, I wish I had never seen the movie and waited until this night when I could see it live. It was OMGWTFAWESOMESAUCE. Like, the stage...holy crap, I don't know how they did most of the special effects! And the PROPS. SHEESUS. The actors were pretty good, I'm very picky when it comes to voices and I don't think anyone did a better job then Emmy Rossum in the movie.:) *doesn't like wavery soprano voices* But hey, they all had good voices.

We had pricey tickets off to the side. Couldn't see some of the stage because I'm short.-_- If I could do it all over again I'd choose center seats. AND PAY FOR ORCHESTRA ROW. Dude, those passes are expensive for a reason. And worth every penny, plus some.;)

I wish I had cried...I used to do it every time I watched the movie. My boyfriend's sister was BAWLING.:clap: He didn't like it as much, but oh well. We get to see the Sweeney Todd play next on Halloween!^^

I dressed up as the Phantom. That's going to be my next ID.=D

Why do people keep faving my crappy old art? o_O Crapcrapcrapcrapcrap~ Why the FREAK does this have 27 favs [link] and my new Blossy picture has only 17? I don't get it...*considers deleting everything*

I know I keep procrastinating on actually putting effort toward a good CG. But seriously, I'm working on some projects. Go me~

Now go watch the Phantom of the Opera!!

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Kiriban #2 for 1000 views = none
Kiriban #3 for 2000 views = :iconjfmuni: again XD
Kiriban #4 for 4000 views: :iconppgrainbow: (and I WILL get this done, I'm so sorry!!!)
Kiriban #5 for 8000 views: :iconkaychan:
Kiriban #6 for 16000 views: []
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Works in progress:

REN'AI game project:
+Titanid
Status: Finished all CGs, waiting for programmer's response

JUNK manga project:
+Sugar Angel Kashi (fluffy shoujo story =^.^=)
Status: Prologe written, 1 page in production

MAIN manga projects:
+Without the World
Status: Chapter 1 written, 2 pages finished
+Bella Superi
Status: (*never gets around to it* TT_TT)

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