Ugh.

I HATE my brother's morning class. He decided to take karate at 7AM at the morning for whatever reason and with these paper-thin walls I have to hear him bang around and get pissy at my mom all the time. He doesn't even usually make it to class anyway. XD

Well, big changes, most of them that hurt, others which have made my life better. I'm a permanent Idaho resident until I come up with the money to get the hell out of here and move back to Seattle. I'm in love with that city, I left my heart there. And the people I can call true friends as well; I was looking back on old journal memories as I lay awake and realized the growth that has happened. Interesting time-capsule to say the least.

My friends Jacklyn and Nathan are gonna come up this weekend probably, thank God; I miss them terribly. I'll have to work a buttload but I guess they don't mind too much, we'll have fun at night. I will be flying home to see them next month 'cuz she's having wrist surgery and I'll be taking care of her. Then it's mega-saving so I can do the French class trip to Paris over spring break, and also the college dancers' trip to Utah (if we fundraise enough). Phew.

And in between all of that is college. I didn't do well last semester...but I'm not going to let it slow me up from graduating this spring. I honestly can't tell you what's going to happen after that, I'm pretty lost career-wise (and what school to get my B.A. from now, for that matter).=\ As long as I'm staying busy, it's not so bad, I suppose.

I feel somewhat betrayed living out here though. My former sweetheart up and decided he was never ready for a relationship, and didn't want to put a rift up between his parents by being with me (who hate my guts when all I've been is kind to them). He's very confused and going to a different college, and thinks I'm going to sit on my ass three years and wait for him with no hanging out in between. I hope he finds what he's looking for...and that the bitterness will fade. My friend Nathan is convinced he's totally head over heels for me, and hasn't been denying it to anyone who asks. I feel pretty confused right now because I don't want to lead him on, but I don't want to lose his friendship either. I don't need a rebound relationship for any reason, especially for someone who I'd never want to hurt...I hope he finds his true angel.

And my brother jacked my tablet, so no art for awhile. I've got a life to live, and it's going to be beyond these walls. If any of you have an interest in dirt-cheap work commissions though, please let me know, I need all the money I can get for the Paris trip!

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Kiriban #1 for 500 views =
Kiriban #2 for 1000 views = none
Kiriban #3 for 2000 views = again XD
Kiriban #4 for 4000 views: (and I WILL get this done, I'm so sorry!!!)
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Kiriban #6 for 16000 views: []
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Works in progress:

REN'AI game project:
+Titanid
Status: Finished all CGs, waiting for programmer's response

JUNK manga project:
+Sugar Angel Kashi (fluffy shoujo story =^.^
Status: Prologe written, 1 page in production

MAIN manga projects:
+Without the World
Status: Chapter 1 written, 2 pages finished
+Bella Superi
Status: (*never gets around to it* TT_TT)

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Clubs joined/waiting to join: